fade into white

Confused, dazed, slightly perplexed, and feeling all melancholy like. Thinking my thoughts are swarming in my head and hoping that they land in a perfect coherent arrangement. I want the daisies to make the new day shine. I want the soul to inspire my heart to believe. I want the sparkle to light up the dark sky. I want the simple nature of life to find me at peace and not in a chaotic state. I want the bubbles to float all the way up to the sky and not go POP. I want to create the life that I am meant to live. I don't want a give up on the dream that I am living this life for a greater purpose...and it takes many of faults to get one to where they really want to be. I want the new day to be grand. I want the light to be golden, and the shades of gray... fade into white. I want to see beauty like never before...and to embrace the the hope of the star. It's the holiday cheer and the magic in the air that makes this season bright.