3o... is just number right?! To most it is....but in eleven days it will be milestone for my life here on this earth....// There are moments in the past 30 years that I am not proud of and moments that have brought genuine love to my soul. There have been lessons learned, spiritual growth and wisdom embraced. In the last 30 years...when I look back over this life...it's been about fighting...striving to get ahead... and when people said I couldn't do something...proving to them that I could.
As 30 approaches...I look over the last 29 years with much gratitude in my heart for the people who have been within my life...encouraging me when things got tough....giving me spiritual wisdom...to expand and broaden my faith...to shape the foundation for my future.
I have thought in recent years...that I should be at some other point in my life...but it has taken me 30 years to realize...it's not about where we are...it's where we're going...that truly matters. It's about believing in yourself, when no one else does...and knowing that at the end of day...you are not alone...but simply being carried by the Master's hand. This is a journey...one that I hope will give me another 30 years to embrace....and hope for better tomorrows. It's almost liberating...to think of what you've learned...and how you can move forward...to a new beginning. So here's to the next 30 years...may hope shine with each new day....just like it has in the past...may joy radiate within...and extend love to those who enter my path. Maybe the fairytale of love will find my soul and the white horse will appear...and perhaps with each enchanting moment...my life will continue to shine...//
